Sunday, April 12, 2009
How many times did I repent for being late?Thousands of.Each and everyday I curse myself for not getting up a bit early from the bed.This habit of mine has caused me to miss many classes, right from the school days, and the same saga continues even now. When I used to play cricket, many times I have repented for playing a shot a bit too late, and ending up watching my stamps getting tumbled. When I used to play soccer, I used to stand as the goalkeeper, many a times I consumed a goal for reacting lazily. And now I play table tennis and the same problem persists. I reckon not just sports and studies, this dangerous habit has its foul influence in the other chapters of my life too. It has some connections with my fate too. Whenever I found myself standing in the door of happiness, I find it closed, and some heavenly voice announces, " A are a bit too late." Then I turn back to the house of sorrows, and astonishingly it never rejects me for me being late.Many a times, I have been expelled from the class for arriving there late,sometimes I had to finish a 30 marks question in 10 minutes for being late. I am habituated with such things. Because they are due to my own fault. Perhaps I should have cared to be punctual. But sometimes I wonder, why am I getting punished for things which are not under my control? Perhaps I came into this world at a bit too late than the scheduled time [although my mom says, I was premature], and that was my fault. Some heavenly forces accused me of being guilty right at that instance of my birth.And I will be paying the compensation throughout my life, and paying it, and paying......
ha ha, your last realization of being prematured defied your norm of being late... lol.
ReplyDeleteAnd it is the same with me too, I have stopped hoping to attend my first class everyday and one of our professors have even stopped giving me attendance coz I am late everyday :P
Nevertheless good writeup Dude, carry on :)
Diya :)